Psychedelica Therapie Centrum Nederland - Valkenswaard

Marieke

De combinatie MDMA & Internal Family System (IFS) is een fijne. Ronald heeft beide 'in huis' en ook zijn begeleiding is zorgvuldig, betrokken, betrouwbaar en ruimhartig. Marieke

Anne

Fantastische begeleider in het proces naar heling van jezelf. Praktische man die zijn kennis en kunde op orde heeft. Die met je mee denkt en je een spiegel voor kan houden waar nodig. Betrouwbaar in wat hij zegt en doet. Zijn uitstraling is vriendelijk, rustig en de juiste dosis empathie. Ik voelde me snel veilig waardoor ik mijn behandeling fantastisch kon doorlopen.

Stefanie W.

Al langere tijd voelde ik me opgebrand, leeg en kostte alles wat ik deed enorm veel energie. Ik heb me lichamelijke laten checken bij verschillende disciplines , ook met doorverwijzingen vanuit de huisarts. Alles was lichamelijk prima in orde. En toch voelde het alsof ik ieder moment neer kon strijken.

Ik ben toen begonnen met een zoektocht naar een goede coach/ therapeut. Vanuit daar kwam ik op informatie uit over psychedelica. 1 + 1= 2 en zo kwam ik bij Ronald terecht! Ronald heeft bakken met ervaring en is echt een duizendpoot en heeft zijn specialisatie. (Trauma, ptss en complex ptss) En dat maakt hem uniek.

Ik ben een half jaar aan de slag gegaan met Ronald, twee mdma sessies verder en dat in combinatie met een traject psychotherapie. De psychotherapie heb ik ook gevolgd bij Ronald. (Het was een fantastische combi, zeker aangezien de psychedelica op celniveau werken en dus er nieuwe conecties gelegd blijven worden ook na de tripsessie! De therapie sessies en de manier waarop deze gegeven worden hebben er voor gezorgd dat ik flinke spongen vooruit heb gemaakt!)

Ronald zijn therapie vormen zijn verschillende facetten in 1. Hij werkt niet met standaard 1 model, wat mij dus enorm geholpen heeft om in dit half jaar flinke stappen te zetten. Daarnaast wanneer ik naar huis ging was de therapie niet klaar. Ik had tools waarmee ik aan de slag kon en ik merkte dat het hele proces in gang gezet was en dus ook zeker doorwerkte. Het is niet even een praatje maken en weer weg. Nee juist niet! Als je bereid bent te werken en voor de volle 100% voor gaat ben je hier op het juiste adres!

Voor mij is dit echt een positieve levensverandering, waar ik Ronald voor eeuwig dankbaar voor zal blijven🍀

Federico

On Thursday the 30th of November I had a MDMA session with Ronald to work on some of my anxieties of traumatic origin.

I found Ronald's procedure and his overall energy very pleasant and comforting. He radiates calmness and makes it easy for you to relax and trust the process. I also enjoyed the play list with healing frequencies a lot, it made the overall experience very soothing and I felt like I could go deep within myself.

When the first effects of the MDMA came on at some point I started sensing a very dark and deep fear arising and I knew what it was related to. It stemmed from a very destabilising and retraumatizing experience I had had this July, a few days after an unsupervised lsd experience in which apparently I overdid it and chose a wrong procedure. As a consequence I was flooded with fear (after the lsd experience) for several days which created a new trauma.

This fear came up at the beginning of the MDMA session and I already was concerned that everything might go horribly wrong, but Ronald managed to calm me down and thus I could just mindfully stay with the fear. The fear started to become just pure sensation, like having snow cover certain areas of the skin. Then the sensations became weaker and eventually dissolved and at the same time some inner joy started to arise.

When this joy and love reached its peak, for the first time in months I could feel fully liberated of concern, worry and anxiety. I simply felt the purest joy of being alive accompanied by deep feelings of self acceptance and self compassion. I basically was completely happy for no reason in spite of all my difficult life circumstances.

Then I got to work on the actual trauma and anxieties. It was a beautiful process in which I could deeply feel in the protective and wounded parts, like they are described in internal family systems (IFS), based on my good preparation with the help of the videos that Ronald had sent me weeks before the session.

Sometimes Ronald needed to calm me down when my inner work became too intense, which he did in a calm and skillful way.

So I brought up the wounds, felt into them and gained more understanding about their origin. My mind became some kind of super mind which could see very complex relationships between different incidents, emotional responses, beliefs and behaviours. It was like starting to see a complex trauma network before my minds eye. I had a lot of mental clarity. I could then, again and again, also develop a deep sense of self compassion and acceptance for all these parts that I had to create, because I was a boy who depended on the acceptance and love of others when these parts were created and it simply was all too much for me at that time. The nice thing was that because of the MDMA it was no problem to directly face the ugliest inner parts, because it never became too overwhelming. There was always enough inner resilience to calm myself down again and become accepting of the inacceptable part without getting carried away.

I could be so much more accepting and understanding of my fears and look at them with love, it felt truly amazing.

When the session came to an end I felt like I had achieved an enormous amount of healing. I just rested there on the bed, completely content and happy but also exhausted from the hard work.

Unfortunately the next day I somehow managed to bring back some of my fear, which then created a fear about that fear, especially given that I felt so healed the day before. I think this is because after the untolerated lsd experience from July I created an extremely fearful part which reacts with more fear to other fears. I think without the lsd accident I might have benefitted still a lot more from the MDMA experience, because I didn't have so much fear about my fears before that incident.

Anyway it was a really beautiful experience and I might want to repeat it some day. I'm very grateful for having had Ronald as my guide and I can recommend him to anyone considering a psychedelic session!